Whatever...
Hmmmm…
I should update this blog more often. I probably wont though.
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F**k!!!
Alright, so I’m gonna swear a lot in this post and state a fact well known to every single (or married..) person in this country who depend on busses and trains in order to get from point A to point B.
SL is a fucking bitch and the people running the whole fucking place (or whatever) must be a bunch of incompetent idiots.
The same thing keeps happening over and over. Fall comes and everyone’s stunned that the leaves are falling off the trees and landing on the rails. Next comes Winter and suddenly they freak out because now they have to deal with snow on the rails! Everybody freaks out and nobody knows what the to do… so they cancel the rides all together or have unbelievable delays.
Are you fucking kidding me? This is Sweden, fallen leaves and snow is the norm in this country. We have four seasons, like we always have had.
And how long have we had trains in this country? Long enough to know that certain issues shouldn’t be issues anymore, they should be common sense and solutions should’ve been thought out (and put into action) a long time ago.
Shit…
What’s funny about this post is that tomorrow, I’ll be out there just like I was today. Waiting for my bus, waiting for my train because I don’t have the luxury of owning a driving license. And even if I did, gas prices are fucking ridicules!
Always complaining…
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The Truth - The Lie
The Known - The Unknown
The Everything - The Nothing
The Accepted - The Ignored
The Loved - The Hated
The Friend - The Enemy
The Longed - The Feared
The Light - The Dark
You alone are to decide how to address me
For I will come
I only exist because you exist
I am The Certain
I am The Reality
The Beginning - The End
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Woah!
I haven’t updated this thing for a while.
Still don’t know what to write, so this is just a useless little post and it makes no sense, nor does it give you anything.
Basically, it just wastes your time.
So thanks for reading, sucker!
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Something good comes out of something bad…
I don’t know how many times I’ve heard that, how many times people have said that to me.
In all honesty, I don’t think it’s true.
Nothing good comes out of something bad, something tragic.I would know first hand.
What happens is that when something really bad, life changing, happens you have to deal with the consequences, you have to somehow pick up the pieces and find a way to move on.
You have to make changes, you have to look forward and you’re forced to do so because falling down and giving up isn’t an option.
There’s too much at stake: People who care, who love and who needs you around.
So you get up, you slowly fix the things that can be fixed and you find a way to move on…
To the outsiders it may look like you’ve changed your life for the better, but in reality, what was the price that had to be paid?
Yes, I’ve changed and I’ve made progress.
I’m no longer the girl I used to be.
I’ve grown.
In all honesty though, I’d go back to the way things were in a heartbeat if that meant I could erase what happened in the past.
Something bad is always something bad.
And something bad comes with a price so high that whatever the good is, it simply isn’t worth it.
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Complaining…
No more school until August, yes!
I need a job, like right now.
The World Championships went straight to hell.
My throat is soar (allergies?).
I’m constantly tired (allergies?).
I’m in need of a change. Or maybe this is just “one of those days”.
*Yawn*
Longest post to date!
I’m thrilled that it’s finally summer again, but there’s a downside as well (duh!):
Pollen allergies.
So I’m popping pills, abusing eyedrops and sniffing nose spray like there’s no tomorrow.
On top of all that, I’m also sick. Coughing my lungs out and probably close to dying… Um… yeah..
Also, I’m stressing out already. I need to find myself a place to live by August.
No more dorm rooms, Gorbys, shared bathrooms and weird neighbors who would fit in better at a closed facility with supervision. Ha!
What else?
The World Championships in ice hockey are still on. Finland’s doing okay. Not great (Can’t believe they almost lost to Norway, no offence. Overtime goal secured 2 points though) but it looks kind of promising so far.
They’re a great team on paper (Teemu Selänne, Saku Koivu, Olli Jokinen, Ville Peltonen…) but as we all know, the games are played on ice.
Team Canada is looking stronger than ever! But the tournament is played in Canada and there’s a curse laid upon the hosting team, so that may be what ends their jerney…
Team Russia plays unbelievable hockey (as usual), not to meantion team USA - I’m so impressed by what I saw during their game against the Canadian team.
The Swedes… Well, they lost against the Swiss team and had a hard time against Belarus, but they always do good at the end anyway. Lucky bastards. No gold this year though.
I keep my fingers crossed for my beloved Suomi, it’s about time they brought that gold home again.
Ending notes:
- Punk is still #1 at the moment.
- I love my shoes.
- Coffee is a must.
- Internet streamers are heaven sent.
- I need new jeans.
- LastFM for everyone.
Oh yeah, I’m old.
I became very much aware of that fact a couple of days ago when I went to this thing my little sister had at her school -
11 year old sister: “Why don’t you walk that way and than we’ll meet up here in a while.”
Me and 19 year old sister: O_____o
11 year old sister walks away with two girlfriends, flips her hair and smiles toward a young boy.
We no longer existed.
Damn.
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